Hi everyone,

I have decided to keep a video diary of my treatment.Filming this process has been very good for me and its helping me heal, laugh and come to terms with my situation.There are three episodes up right now on You Tube and I will put one up each week until the end of my treatment.

The name of the channel on You Tube is "thebizzybeaver" and the videos are called " CHEM-HO" My journey through chemotherapy.I hope you will check them out and also spread the word. I hope I can help other people who are going through this.

Thanks and check them out each and every week.

Lots of love,

Ally

You have a really great attitude. You're smart, beautiful and strong. I just had my 1st chemo today in Westchester, New York. Just an aside, I also threw out my husband of 22 years this week! Next week my hair. Oh yeah one of my son's 3 weeks ago. He soooo needed to go. Women are the stronger sex for sure. Some men cheat, mine DID. Vibrators never will! Good friends will sustain you, good man are harder to find. There out there, but don't look so hard, you've got plenty to offer.
I named my wig Svetlana, it's from Russia. I'm thinking of setting up a personal add for her. I know she likes ballroom dancing.

Greetings from Bonnie Scotland. Just discovered your video diary by accident and it cheered me up no end. I'm about a month ahead of you in chemo treatment, it gets better and there is a light at the end of the tunnel, keep the video diaries going, they are an inspiration to us all.:)